To Britney

If people just prayed for her instead of judging her. And loving her like a human being instead of like this object then maybe things would be different. Please stand with me and others and start praying for her. Thanks!

Really Weird Dream

I had this really weird dream on Saturday night. I was at my friend, Haeley’s house and we were talking about going to the Britney Spears concert cause I really wanted her to go with me. But she wasn’t so sold, she wanted to go but didn’t have any money. She was explaining to me what she needed the money for. She said, “Well, I’m helping my mom pay rent and I need to start saving money for my Social Security.” (Now mind you, she is 20 years old and she doesn’t know Jesus) Then she looks me straight in the eye and said “And I don’t want to know Jesus and I don’t want to know where He is.” Then I woke up…

You think it was the Devil trying to scare me away from her or do you think it was just a dream?

There is ALWAYS a light in the darkness

Isn’t that the truth?!? OK let me tell you about it. So, I have been living in my house for about ten years. And my house has ALWAYS been in my family. My grandpa had it built in 1953 and my mom and her siblings (my aunts and uncles) and grandma of course lived in that house. Then of course all the kids move away, my grandpartens got divorved and then my grandma lived there. After a long time, she couldn’t take care of herself anymore so she moved into a home where she could have round the clock care and my uncle and aunt moved in. Then after a while they moved out and my family (my mom, my dad, my bro, and I) moved in and the rest is history. *lets out a breath* All that to say, only my family has lived in that house. But even though only my family has lived in the house, it never felt clear to me. Meaning I never really felt God’s presence really dwell in my home like He did other places. Like in my friend’s houses and I never figured out why until last week.

A friend and I were talking last week and we got on the topic of demons.(Long story) Anyway, we were talking about how they latched onto people and places and they like to bug Christians. And suddenly after she said that, a light went on *DING* and I just knew that there was a demon in my house. So, I asked her, “Hey, do you think there could be one in my house?” I told her about the noises I would hear coming from the basement every night when I would try and go to sleep. I told her that I never truly felt comfortable in my own home compareed to other Christian homes. I told her how the closet door would always open right after it was shut and that I felt this denomic feeling whenever I would go into the basement, especially the laundry room. She told me that I had to go show it who was boss, kick it out of my house using the name of Jesus and anoint the basement and doors and windows. Now, I’m not a confrotational person. No matter what the issue is, I rather have it go away on its own then me having to deal with it. So I told her that I would try, at the same time thinking “I hope it just goes away on its own”.

That night, I was trying to go to sleep and I couldn’t for some reason. Ever since I found out there was a demon in my house, I was not able to sleep very well at all. But I finally got to sleep and a couple hours later, I was woke up and I felt the demon come into my room and stand at the end of my bed. Now, on the inside I was freaking out!! But I calmly turned on the light hoping it would go away, the darkness did but not the demon, I still felt it. Then, I heard God speak to me and He said, “lay back down and just start praying in tounges.” So, i did and the moment I did that I felt this HUGE blanket of peace fall ontop of me and I felt God sit beside me whispering “It’s ok” Then of course, the demon left my room.

The next couple of days, I still had not kicked the demon out and I still was not getting any sleep. So finally on Tuesday night, I had had enough! I grabbed my anointing oil and I marched down into my laundry room and I started speaking in tounges and commanding it out of my house in Jesus name! That night, I didn’t hear a thing when I went to sleep. And it was soo weird for me because i was not used to that. But then it made me realize that if I would have done it sooner, God’s presence would have been in my house sooner then now. But I FINALLY DID IT! And it felt good and powerful! I also learned a lot with God and even though I didn’t want to do it by myself, I needed to. To take that authority that Jesus gave me. Thanks to all who encouraged me and pushed me to do it! Oh and PS NEVER be afraid of those things. God gave yu the authority to kick butt so use it! And it is WAY WAY WAY more scraed of you then you are of it because u have Jesus inside of you! PTL for that!

More than Life

So we sang that song in service today. And it never occured to me the meaning that I got today from that song. Life brings joy, sadness, every emotion, every action, love, sharing your life with others, helping others, and name whatever you want, it’s life. And the song says “I love you more than life.” Just saying, more than life, thats like major. Your saying that you love God soooo much more than anything this world has to offer, more than your parents can give you, more than your husband, wife, girlfriend, or boyfriend could give you. That just really spoke to me this morning. More than life just opens up boundless possibilities. And after hearing that song, I really got this sence of how much I love God. Not only for dying for my sins but because He has been there forever. I just used to never notice him.  I was talking to one of my girls today, and she is going through a really tough time. She is letting the devil in her head, letting him decieve her. And she was just really upset saying that nobody at church loved her and that nobody liked her cause she didn’t do the summer internship last year. And she is still upset about Ben and Holly leaving. She says that everybody that she lets close to her, they leave not long after they get close. And I said, “Sometimes God removes the people around you because He is wanting intimacy from you that bad. But no matter who leaves, Jesus will never leave you side. he is there always, even when you don’t notice.” And as much as that spoke to her, it also spoke to me. I’m still a little upset that ben and Holly are leaving, but I DO know that God has a plan for them and that he is going to take care of them, because He’s God. But I also feel God wanting more intimacy with me as well. This week, I’m going to be honest, I have bariley spent time with God, and I have noticed that my emotions are on high all the time and things upset me like that. *Snaps fingers* But I spent time with Him today, and I realized that if I really loved God more than life then I would be spending time with Him everyday. Slap to the face! But now I know what I need to do. isn’t God funny sometimes? I definatly think he has a sence of humor.

Office Season Premire!

 

I’m SO stoked for the premire! Everyone now knows where I will be on Thrusady night! In front of the tv watching it! YAY! And you should too, if you know what is good for you! 

Welcome!!! Intro to Angie

Hey all, this is all about Angie’s world. Introduction to me. I absoulty am in love with my savior, Jesus Christ. I am an intern for my youth group and we’re called Catalyst. I am a total worshiper. It is just so imtimate. It is really just your time to tell God just how much you love him in any way you want. I love telling Him how much I LOVE Him and just how thankful for what he did for me. I love my animals, espically my dogs, I have four. Charlie, Sandy, Lacy, and Layla. I love my friends, Danielle, Chelsey, Bryan, Zach, Carrie, Chrissie, Rachel, Holly, Josh and Bri just to name a few. I love the colors purple, green, and black. I am really close with my mom and little cousin, they mean the world to me. I in general, love people. Well, that’s me. Not all of me, but you’ll get to see more sides of me as you read my blog. Thanks!